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DaRk AnGel : Why Home : October 2005
Another day has passed…I went through the motions of living as best I could. Raked some leaves, took some pictures and constantly looked at my watch like I had some place to go.. I am struggling to bring my house from dirty to acceptable. When one does not... (Read Article)
A million words one behind each tear.
October 7, 2005 21:13
Hours before dawn. The room lit by embers of cigarettes watched by the eyes of a child in a body slowly decomposing. Not old, just dying. For 30 years, a million tears drying in a pillowcase. Salt trails... Tales of what I feel for you. Some nights I just... (Read Article)
This planet is not infinite....
October 12, 2005 21:25
The natural catastrophes keep coming…Is a more than usual number people are suffering at natures hand? Since the Tsunami things seem to be happening one right after the other. With the earthquake in Pakistan the news say maybe 40,000 dead. For me to try and... (Read Article)
Another View
October 14, 2005 20:24
I have been seeing a new Counselor.. And today as we were discussing us, she put it quite succinctly.."Nothing like getting kicked when life already has you down…"I hope you never feel this way…All I ever wanted was your respect, your love, and to maybe feel... (Read Article)
I miss holding hands. --BUT….
October 17, 2005 20:11
Love….Why do we spend so much time chasing it? What is the thing that drives us compulsively to seek that other person? Why do some seem to not need it?My father has been alone for almost 40 years now. In that time he has not dated that I know of, has never... (Read Article)
I am hurt.. She is hurt.. It will pass…
October 22, 2005 19:11
Hope… Expectations… She came 1200 miles at her own expense. A mistake… Does internet love work? Can it? Each time I have thought I have met someone, they have misrepresented themselves. Am I the only person who truly knows themselves and sees themselves for... (Read Article)
Reconnecting with the Past......
October 24, 2005 19:02
A few years ago I made a list of people I needed to make amends to or to thank for being a part of my life. I found many of the people from my past, some were glad to hear from me and some were not. In each case I said what I needed to.One rejection was particularly... (Read Article)
silence will hold me like love never has..
October 25, 2005 19:01
Days have passed.. And I am ashamed to admit that I have numbed the pain with a lot of tears into overflowing glasses of gin.. I feel back like I was in the seventies.. So angry and full of hurt..But I am 52 now.. And I am an adult.. Funny I don't feel like... (Read Article)
Depressed...Dispair....Darkness....
October 27, 2005 19:24
It has been a while since I have been this down for this long… Usually these dark episodes are gone when I awaken the next day. This one is going on day five now. I guess the company was a reminder of how much I like caring and doing for someone, even if that... (Read Article)
A day at the fair and the gestapo...
October 29, 2005 20:02
Photography has become a passion of mine. I have a couple of different things I try to achieve with the pictures I take. First, I try to bring birds closer than anyone can ever see them without actually handling them. I also strive to use pictures that display... (Read Article)