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DaRk AnGel : Why Home : January 2006
Yep, said why bother, who cares.. Got up early this morning.. And the first thing I did was scrap all of my resolutions! Yep, said why bother, who cares.. I will work towards the things that I had swore to attain, but why put myself through the undo pressure of setting myself up to succeed.... (Read Article)
humbly with good cause I have becomewhat I swore I never would; my father An angry old man living alone.. My... (Read Article)
Hugh Thompson Jr This man just died.. Do you recognize the name? 99 out of 100 of you will not.This man was the definition of hero. His guts saved lives. Take a minute and read up on what he did for strangers, in a strange land, while facing his brothers in arms.It really is... (Read Article)
I cannot tell you the depth of the sadness that is within me. I hate being a god..Yet it is a role we accept when we have an animal. We know that there may come a point where we may have to love that animal more unconditionally than selfishly and let them go. The hard part is answering the question, is this the time?I... (Read Article)
What will happen as man continues to evolve? Destiny today got up and ate, went out and did her business, and is as she was a week ago. Seems like I will have more time with her. Thank you god! Dogs are so resilient. I was counting the birds today. It is something I do every week during the winter for... (Read Article)
Rants and Remnants of Anesthesia Warning the following may make absolutely no sense.. I am still under the affects of the anesthesia from my day surgery. So I know not all that I write. The stuff they use is really cool. It knocks you out, but you are still awake, just with no remembrance... (Read Article)
All is as all was.. I found myself terrorized today.. Just so full of fear and I guess as close to a panic attack as I have ever been. Maybe it was a panic attack? I don't know what they consist of. All I knew is that I had one thing on my mind, and it scared me more than anything... (Read Article)
Dear One Dear One,I trimmed the roses today. Each year sadness and hope fills my heart as I toil. Around me, the ugly noise of a thousand songless birds, of Grackles and Red Winged Black Birds that chose today to flock and feed. Not the beautiful songs of the Pine Warbler... (Read Article)
Heaven and Hell... My neighbors are heaven to the North of me and Hell to the South. The ones in the North shame me with the beauty of their garden, and the extents that they go to in order to have a comfortable and near perfect living area. The ones on the South are me, but... (Read Article)
The Bard's Betrayal Ugh. Sometimes writing comes so easily to me. I just sit and my fingers rattle away and something funny, thoughtful, or idiotic is created. Other times it is sheer agony! I will sit and write the first sentence, and then draw a blank and stare at the screen... (Read Article) Dreams…I wish I understood dreams and their nature much more than I do. Most nights I remember just bits and pieces of what I dreamt. Even if I am awakened and I sit there repeating over and over what I want to remember, often it is lost by morning. There are... (Read Article)
Nature.... More of my bird pictures and other pictures are here and added to each month. If you have a use for any picture contact me. (Read Article)
Deeply Touched... You know I have become pretty active on Myspace. There are people there that are such incredible writers and thinkers. They inspire and challenge me.. And there are times that they touch me so deeply. Today I received the following in a message. I am still... (Read Article)
The Least We Can Do For Our Friends In the lulls while I sit in the yard camera in hand, the times the birds go away for a while, I usually try to decide what I want to write about that night. Today my mind was loaded with great topics. Some funny. Some introspective. But today I decided to talk... (Read Article)
Going THrough The motions... 9:00 The alarm goes off10:00 - 11:00 I arise1:00 after watching TV and drinking coffee I do something for an hour at least that is somewhat physical.2:00-4:00 I shoot pictures of the birds and try to think what I willwrite about.4:-5 Usually housework.5:00-10:00... (Read Article)
Style Class and character.... I have no style.. My wife would not go out in public with me if I chose what I wore out. It embarrassed her that much!! If she laid out the clothes for me, well then everything was fine. And since I really do not care what I wear, it was fine either way. There... (Read Article)
Internet IMPOSTERSand LESSER IMPOSTERS It has happened again. Another victim fallen to the IMPOSTERS on the internet. I mentioned this to a MySpace friend last night in an email. Then today got an email from someone I had not heard from in a while, one where the pain oozed from each and every word.... (Read Article)
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