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DaRk AnGel : Why Home : April 2006
It is too close to my heart. I was trying to write the right thing today, for a friend. Something to tell her that what she sees in the mirror is thirty years of words she was force fed. Chased down her gullet to her soul by the tears of emotional and physical abuse. All the brainwashing... (Read Article) Awakening from the sick sleep of an illness, I rush out to save the birds from starvation, and the plants, old and new, from drought. I hate feeling sick, but I find again the yellow powder oak pollen has caused a sinus infection. An infection whose pain cripples... (Read Article)
Crap,Feces,Dung, Poop, defecation, and the womans role with it all.... Birds verify many things to me about the order of life. First the home is the woman's domicile. While building the nest both parties hall materials but it is the female that gets in there and builds it, making it secure, warm and comfy. The man often supervises... (Read Article)
Just a paupers blood in these veins. For the first time EVER, I had/allowed someone help me with my garden. My wife never did. And I guess part of that was that the two of us never wanted to spend too much time together after the second year. So I would grow plants and vegetables at a time in... (Read Article)
Life and Death in 30 Days;everything changes... I am still so high from the Anesthesia. Of 28 hours I have been awake two other times for an hour or so apiece. Irrigating the dry mouth or letting out what I irrigated with earlier, a cigarette or six, something to eat and then back to sleep. I even had to... (Read Article)
Wisdom Evades Me... Soft and Gentle breeze, wind chimes banging against each other, as the sun watches the birds come and go. A fool sits exhausted, after a day spent pushing to hard and trying to do what he once could. Soon to bed - the reward for his toils, losing precious time... (Read Article)
Easter Follies...
The Weather is not normal... Neither am I! The heat is on…Summer roared in today after toying with us. High was 92 degrees and it was miserable outside. Y'all Gotta love that Louisiana humidity… NOT. It was a day where even my sweat was sweating…Normal people would have taken the day slow and easy.... (Read Article) Dark clouds are rolling in from Texas. They say rain and storms are coming and the night will sing and shine with the lightning and thunder. I go and quietly tell Destiny that I miss her one more time after three others today. And I reassure her that the lightning... (Read Article)
Friends... It stormed last night.. It stormed just a while ago…And I had to cancel my shopping rides. Getting soaked and all of what I purchase soaked is not much fun. Usually, I call back up my transportation provider and hope that they can squeeze me in sometime in... (Read Article)
At First Glance..... I am tired - Another day come and gone. I wait for the sun to set, and in the distance I see a bit of movement, or did I? I quickly grab my camera, and use the telephoto to see if there was in fact some chance that I saw what I thought…Into view the little... (Read Article)
HURRY UP- Dammit! I have been playing online poker for a month or so now. I have to be careful because the time slips past me while I do. I struggle to balance the yard, birds, house, MySpace and poker all in my life. I am lucky that there are so many things in my world that... (Read Article) Gosh I so remember Holly…Holly was a dancer on Bourbon Street. She was eighteen but looked all of eleven. She had beautiful blonde hair and big huge blue eyes that always looked like a child's when they are caught in wonderment. And because she looked so very... (Read Article)
Hidden Costs.... Sometimes the rain just has to fall…I am having one of those days. One where I feel empty inside and racked with depression. I am smart enough to know that seasons like the moods will always change. Yet it does not make the here and now any easier. I have these... (Read Article)
All We Have... I was watching two kids playing today. Their imaginations dreamt up new scenarios at every turn. From cops and robbers, then to cowboys and Indians, astronauts fighting the enemies of the world, and finally they came around to being doctor and nurse. Yes it... (Read Article)
Nothing But A Bad Memory.... Another Day… A new adventure begins…A friends account was hacked. And the person that did the hacking sent the contents of the emails to everyone in that persons mailbox. With the messages he added his diatribe and comments. The purpose was to slander and to... (Read Article)
The truth is what it is. Unfortunately it is something that all too often causes pain. I wish I could have told you what you wanted to hear…I really do….No one has ever treated me better.. But in caring for you the person - I know what you want - and more than thatI know what you deserve….Until... (Read Article)
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