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DaRk AnGel : Why Home : August 2006
Odds and Ends.......
August 2, 2006 19:45
Odds and Ends…I find what is happening here happens with every blog I have.. Currently that is 2. One I have on another site. The other is here and recently I have just been posting the same in both places. And now people searching for phrases have found both.... (Read Article)
Losing Blane....
August 4, 2006 18:56
Happy Friday…..I remember when I lived for Fridays. Now I have trouble remembering what day is which. Life seems the same, day in and day out. What I would give to be able to work again. Blane was here yesterday. It was not a good time. Seems like his keepers... (Read Article)
Used to be….
August 9, 2006 20:27
I would spend all night looking through the personal ads online. Anyways the loneliness ate me alive. I wondered what if on this one, and why not on others. (I have an ad up all over the place and need to go around and revise all of my ads.)I have not spent... (Read Article)
Much Ado About Nothing....
August 10, 2006 20:18
I have had to fight all the days of my lifeTrying to steal a chance at life.. Sometimes whole poems come to me. Sometimes it is simply one line like the one above. Sometimes nothing comes. I am not one that can turn off and on my ability to write. I have to... (Read Article)
Heart Attacks.....
August 13, 2006 19:30
Gosh - I just saw the dishes in the sink… And I will worry about them later. I just do not feel up to dealing with them right now..As I sat outside I noticed one of the Hummingbird feeders dripping. I just did not want to get sweaty, I'll fix it tomorrow.The... (Read Article)
Poker....
August 15, 2006 23:23
Tuesday and Wednesday are my poker nights…Tonight's Hold em' tournament had 516 players. That was the main one I was interested in. It cost me 2.25 to play in this.An hour before started a Seven Card Stud tournament with 292 players. It cost me nothing to play... (Read Article)
Whats on my Mind....
August 17, 2006 20:32
I have watched over and over..I wanted to see the face, the eyes, of the monster that could do this to a child. Of the man whose name was never mentioned before. Of the man that death is too good for. But is this the man? Or is this someone who is looking for... (Read Article)
YOU HAVE NO RIGHT to give up on yourself.
August 18, 2006 01:51
I have been meaning to broach a subject for a while now. And reading another blog just a while ago gave me the impetus to get my fingers off their asses. 10 years ago.Dee is 69. She has run a small diner downtown here forever. Cheap lunches and greasy burgers.... (Read Article)
What I see....
August 20, 2006 20:00
A new friend shared something to me recently.. Something that has bothered me ever since. We share a common experience that no one could ever understand who has not walked that narrow hallway for themselves. Once it has been traveled, it is easier the next... (Read Article)
The Haunting
August 20, 2006 20:01
The loss is not in the fact that I was not loved. It is in the realization that during that time And now, as I attempt recovery That there are many many more who deserved A friend such as I and the bounties within.. As empty as I am now..I have nothing for... (Read Article)
Junkie...
August 22, 2006 00:43
Dealing With Junk. I was talking with my neighbor down the street when the mail man passed today. He pulled into my driveway as he usually does. My neighbor commented that I must have a package.. I told him no, that since I order so much online and through... (Read Article)
A@@h^l$ Doctor
August 23, 2006 00:25
We all know what an examination table at a doctors office looks like. At one end is the pillow and at the other end is the little step and the place to hook in the stirrups. I am here to tell you that little step is evil and it is not a step at all. It is where... (Read Article)
Decisions... And Change...
August 23, 2006 23:06
Little by little the signs of change appear. Leaves begin to turn brown. The Blue Bird family - now seven strong - used to come together. Now they come in ones and twos, with independence gained with coming of age. Fewer are the babies being taught life's lessons... (Read Article)
A Happy Loving Family....
August 24, 2006 20:33
In high school the big thing was "finding oneself". Or it was in my days.. Simply trying to understand who we were in the world, and why we did what we did was the aim of the endeavor. And it seems to me that ever since high school, I have been asking myself... (Read Article)
Awakening to Beauty...
August 26, 2006 20:32
I was asleep. Dreaming of things not remembered when I first heard the sound. Even in my sleep, I knew that I knew that sound - but at first could not recollect exactly what it was. It was soothing and peaceful to me. I struggled to wake up, curious to see... (Read Article)
365 Days Later....
August 28, 2006 23:58
It was a year ago now when the angry winds and violent rains came into the city I grew up in. The city I love.. The city that has so much secret history about me that stays unshared.. And it breaks my heart to see so little has been done to so much of her.... (Read Article)
Dear One..
August 30, 2006 20:54
Dear One,I trimmed the roses today. Each year sadness and hope fills my heart as I toil. Around me, the ugly noise of a thousand songless birds, of Grackles and Red Winged Black Birds that chose today to flock and feed. Not the beautiful songs of the Pine Warbler... (Read Article)
Insanity
August 30, 2006 20:55
Insanity surrounds meIn the dark of this warmWinters night,Beckoning me to comeTo her and dance with her,Promising that never againWill I be alone or lonely.. Sanity holds me close, dont go to her boyshe whispers in my ear,all the while the troublesof my life... (Read Article)
A Treasure Reclaimed..
August 31, 2006 23:55
I have said over and over that I do not like unanswered questions. And I hate it even worse when I lose a friend and have no clue why. This occurred about 2 years ago this time when the red headed she devil(my ex GF) went to meet up with a mutual friend at... (Read Article)