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DaRk AnGel : Why Home : August 2006 : A Treasure Reclaimed..

A Treasure Reclaimed..

I have said over and over that I do not like unanswered questions. And I hate it even worse when I lose a friend and have no clue why.

This occurred about 2 years ago this time when the red headed she devil(my ex GF) went to meet up with a mutual friend at our old high school. (One I so long to revisit but will probably never see again. It was one of the two places that I have felt like I had a family. It was really one of the two best times of my life.)

Well even up to turning onto the school grounds my friend called to tell me she was there! And she had a camera and was going to send me pictures. I was so excited..

And then I heard nothing. Finally a few weeks later I sent an email inquiring about the pictures and forgot the exact reply but there was disillusionment and anger and my friend wanted to return me to the past. That really hurt.

Did my ex GF say something? Or the other bitch that went with her? Another old school mate who is a mental mess and more frighteningly a counselor to others!! I am sure the mental mess has and was jealous of what my ex claimed to share with me, that I did feel, and did everything to help with our demise. In fact this mental mess addresses her self as SharonTheShrink in email. But she is not a shrink, just a counselor with a trail of misery and failure behind her. Passing herself off as something she wants to be but never will is something I disrespect and hate.

I digress…

Anyway I have often thought of my friend. I wondered exactly what I did or said? Or what the others did or said. And two nights ago I thought what the hell.

I sent an email that simply said "Lets Save This". And today she responded. I think we are going to be ok and regain our lost friendship.

That is the greatest thing that has happened to me in a long time. Friends are our greatest gifts. And this lady - well she is a lot like me, and unlike the other two shrews mentioned above. We have had our roads to travel, life has taught us a lot. It hasn't been easy, but…

Worth the lessons learned..

Take a chance and get in touch with an old friend. If I had died today, one of my greatest regrets would have been not trying to regain the friendship.

The next second is guaranteed to none, much less tomorrow.