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DaRk AnGel : Why Home : September 2006 : The Loneliest Day of My Life

The Loneliest Day of My Life

My neighbor called as I was drinking my morning coffee.

"You watching CNN, if not switch over," he said.

I did and my life was changed infinitely. I sat sad and mesmerized that day in front of the television as I am sure so many of you did. I was lonely but more than that I was scared. I wanted someone to hold and comfort me as I would they. That feeling is upon me now as I write this. I realize just how alone I am.

There has not been a day that I have not thought of September 11, 2001. Not one. And each time I well up with sadness and anger. So many senseless deaths. All in the name of god - supposedly. I grieve again as I write this. I feel so a depth of sadness for the victims and their families that seems endless. What coward purposely attacks civilians?

Well we all know what coward does. And then just a couple of days ago to release a video of him planning the attack and having the last statements of the people who will be on the planes is nothing less than rubbing it in our faces.

Sometimes I just do not understand…

Why not put every troop we have in those mountains? Encircle every living thing, cordon them off, soldiers shoulder to shoulder then tighten the circle one step at a time. Pakistan is a two faced player here. We have access to the Afghanistan side. But not the Pakistan side. We should make the sweep and let the cards fall where they may. Pakistan will never do anything.

I could never fathom that Bin Laden would be alive today, much less free. I hate this man passionately, yet have never met him. I hate him because he has changed my way of life forever. He has changed all of our ways of life. And his still being able to send out videos continues to mock those who died five years ago.

I pray for your death Bin Laden. I pray I am alive to hear the news. I hope it is slow and painful.

God bless those that died.

God bless those that survived.

God bless us all.