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DaRk AnGel : Why Home : October 2006 : Black Friday.........

Black Friday.........

The last few hours spent reciting
Over and over
The lords prayer
Trying to think of anything
But the pain
That is my mate.

I finally give up
And take the pill
And each time this happens
I beg god that it
Not become status quo.

Finally….
The Morphine begins to take hold…
But will it take over?
Will I need another?

Time passes….
I reach and take another..

Come into me and relieve me.

Every pain man is capable of
Inflicts me.
Every reason there is to give up
Calls me.
And in the coldness of this winter night
I again refuse the invitation…


But this time,
I wonder why…..


From: Chronic Painer – Blog Entry


Chronic painer's can become isolated and end up withdrawing from family and friends. They are no longer able to participate in the things the used to. So friends stop coming over or even calling. Even their own family can start treating them differently. It can even become so bad that people start calling them drug addicts because of the pain medications they have to be on just to have some kind of life.

Then there are people in chronic pain that can't get anyone to believe them. Family, friends and even doctors do not belie that they are in pain. Now you have a person in pain and unable to get the medication the do desperately need. They begin to look for a doctor to help them and get labeled "doctor shopping". A friend of mine was doing just that. Trying to find a doctor to help her with her pain and in the end she was unable to find anyone to help her. She ended up taking her own life just to escape the pain, the physical and emotional pain.

Yes, there are people in this day and age that are unable to get proper treatment for pain. So they end up stopping the pain by killing themselves. The loneliness people in chronic pain can feel is not the same loneliness that people without pain feel.